Finally, I had an accident that resulted in a severe back injury. One day the pain was so unbearable that I found myself leaving my body in a near-death experience.
I became my eternal soul. I felt perfect peace and the incredible pain from my injuries had disappeared. All the things that had been keeping me from God – my ego, my narcissism, and my intellectual pride temporarily melted away.1
Then God appeared to me.
He told me, “You can let this life end now. But the spiritual lessons that you must learn cannot be avoided. If you choose to return to Earth, you will experience great suffering. Through that, your arrogance and wrong beliefs will be stripped away. Only then will the Divine become a reality in your life. These lessons are necessary for your spiritual evolution. If your life ends now, they will have to come in another.”2
I thought for a moment and then replied, “Bring it on. Let’s do it now.”
Instantly, I was back in my body and was covered in sweat and wracked with pain.
For three endless months, my suffering continued. Then, in an answer to my prayers, God sent a beautiful Angel to help me heal.3
We fell in love, and through our romance my once bleak world was filled with joy.
She shared with me great spiritual teachings:
“To heal in body and spirit, you have to learn to live in alignment with the Divine,” she said.
She showed me how to make the Divine my dearest and most intimate friend. But most of all She changed me through Her love, which was more powerful than anything I had ever known.
The book consists of three parts:
The first is about my romance with the Angelic Being sent by God.
The second describes Her teachings on how to connect deeply with the Divine, and how anyone’s life can be filled with miracles.
The third contains the stories of three miraculous healings that occurred as a result of the amazing teachings she shared with me.
The Divine is here for us if we but ask Neither God nor the Angels can help us unless we invite them in. The secret to contacting them is to open our hearts and pray for them to come into our lives – and to never, never give up.
- But alas, a near-death experience is not a permanent cure for all our neurosis and wrong beliefs. For they are a result of duality, and when we return to body they resume. The only way to heal our psychological wounds is to do our inner work and heal the traumas that are at their source. Depending on the extent of those wounds, this process may take years. When it is complete, our psychic pain is transformed into wisdom and our weakness into our greatest strength. ↩︎
- Here I am doing my best to put what God conveyed to me into words. But because He communicated nonverbally by projecting His thoughts directly into my mind, it can never be spoken exactly. ↩︎
- But the Angel from Heaven did not wave a magic wand and heal all of my issues. That was my responsibility. For Divine love is like a bright light that illuminates the darkness, and everything within me that was not aligned with that light needed to be healed. It took years of deep emotional work to complete the transformation that She began with Her love. Only then could I fully awaken to the Divine. ↩︎